Well, it was an emotional day as we buried baby Smith but it feels so good to have done so. I feel a great sense of closure from our hard past few weeks and the feeling that it's okay to move forward now. All I know is that we will certainly miss meeting this little baby but I do believe in God's plan for our family.
Evie and I decorated the cross Joel made. Evie asked if she could write the babies name on the cross. I asked her what the babies name is and she said 'Alex'. I asked her if that was a boy or a girl and she said 'a girl, no, a boy, no a girl, mom, I don't know".
It was pretty emotional, as you would imagine. Joel is taking a minute. It's one of those visions that will be in my thoughts for a long time.
The family has our own Saint. Saint Alex pray for us.
ReplyDeleteSo sad...making me cry! We will always remember him.
ReplyDeleteOh, Carrie, I'm so sorry that you had to go through this. We've been praying for you! I'm grateful that you posted pictures; it must have been hard to do it, but it helps us share this with you.
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